How I Live Life!

Pau was the funny guy who’ll ask for attention more than anything else.

He may be annoying sometimes but he’s the type that won’t leave you hanging on the line.

We thought he wanted everybody elses’ “bad trip” but we didn’t see the gentle friendship he is offering to us.

We are so pre-occupied with all his mistakes that we didn’t see that he wanted a perfect day for us.

We ignore him most of the time, not knowing that the reason he wanted attention is that the day he really really is getting uneasy for is this day.

Saturday, April 18, 2009. Departure. He may packed and ready to go, he may get the first class ticket out of the country but we don’t see that he wanted to stand-by and his mind is never clearer. Now, after not paying attention that’s the time we’ll say, “He should have never flown”.

I now you’re scared coz you’re flying all alone. You know life may be unfair sometimes but layover’s almost over, God has a plan for you.

We will always remember the good times we had Pau. Your fenis show which is “namamalat”, tambay sa FK, the last time we bought Starbucks at Bluewave for Mam Belle and Mam Teng, our inuman nights at Bed Scene, your “LOLO” look, your erotic moves when we are “nalilibugan”, duties at SJ and you make Bea so annoyed, your “WHIZZO” pics from me, our Jaeson days, our wedding plans at Las Vegas, our tambay moves at Bluewave with Eric and Siervo and making yosi 1 pack for an hour.

Whew, so many memories Pau but I know it will all remain in you. You had been one of my closest guy friend. You have been “fart” of our life. We will miss you sooooooooooooo much, as in. Just remember if you got problems, we’re still the old friends you got whose ready to help you when you need us. We love you and take care. 

April 13, o9, PICC, Plenary Hall

Our Graduation Day. Just a few hours later will be the day we all have been waiting for. The day the sweat on our brows will be wiped away. The blood that we spilled will be cleansed. The time we have spent will be rewarded back.

This is for all the BS Nursing Batch of 2009. We did it guys. I know we can face the world. What we learn from school is not just knowledge but the most important thing is the friendship we have built and protected for years. I know we will miss each other but we must realize that we can have more the opportunities to be with each other once we get to know life. Very well, see you later and “walang iiyak”. Hahahaha.

She has been my star since then. I wasn’t friendly though and I don’t want to have friend other than my bestfriend. But fate makes it way to us. It is the day when I met her. It started with a “Hi” and ended with a great friendship ahead of us. Well, I was so thankful that I didn’t manipulate my ego that I don’t wanna have other friends anymore. I’m just happy that I met this girl that made my life another two-seater-trip that I can share with. I mean, I don’t disregard my other barkadas, but this girl really is the one:

I share time coffee-ing and smoking.

I laugh with till we cry.

I try to understand to the best I can do.

Who shared my life making good and ugly things.

Who keep me as her friend even though I have no time for her.

Who never fail to ask for my advices and makes me feel I’m important.

Which I know will never leave me when I’m in trouble.

Which I will cry with when Miko does the October issue again.

Which I will fight for when the above happens.

That I will kick the ass if she does bad things coz I’m not a konsintidor na friend.

That I can make asar with about her “gegels”.

That will be outside your door when you feel sad and hugs you to make you feel better.

She has been one great part of my life. And I was wrong when I tend to ignore you when I get busy. Sorry for that gf. And like I promise I will never do that again. Just wait til I fix everything. Promise, we can make coffee and smoke all we want. Just be there gf, I mean I know you’ll always will. I love you and let’s party coz we’ll graduate later.